the beggining...

hello to all....

this is my first blog and first blog posting....

I have decided to create at blog to document my weightloss progress...hatred of food...self injury..and every other issue my pathtic mind and soul deals with that I cannot speak of face to face...I also have high hopes the some of the readers of my blog will post helpful comments and let me know that i am not alone...truth be told, i am feeling very alone.

Now, I am going to begen a week long fast tommorow morning (10-29-07 start end date 11-2-07)

I will be taking my begining measurments and offical start weight tommorow morning before the gym. I plan to weight myself every morning before the gym and will document it on here

I need to lose as much weight as possiable before the dreaded thanksgiving and my ultimate goal is a perfect 98lbs. Now I am going to stop all this typing and will tell you more of myself, my goal, and all the other yada yada stuff.....i promise and hope things will become more intresting!